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Nov. 30th, 2005 11:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mari4212I'm freaking out. I'm afraid I'm going to fail physics. I've missed so much class, and I wasn't exactly doing well on the tests before I started getting sick. Now I've got a test tomorrow, and while it's on a part of physics that I always enjoyed more in high school, I've had little practice with this. I've e-mailed the professor explaining that I've been sick, but he hasn't responded to my email, so I have no idea what's going through his head about this. And I don't want to ever have to take this class again, but I need it for PT. And now I can't stop freaking to go to sleep, and I need sleep if I want to stand a chance on this test.
The worst part is that I know I've brought a lot of this on myself. I have the feeling that I should have worked through some of the yicky-feeling, dosed myself up on some meds and gone to class even if I wouldn't have been able to concentrate, but I just didn't want to and now I'm having problems.
Normally I'm more upbeat, but right now I hate most of my classes. The only one I've truely enjoyed completely this year has been my Religion class. The stuff I need, either to complete the credits or as pre-requisits are driving me nuts. And I have another semester of this, without Religion to make up for it. Right now I just want out.
Edited to add: I'm not really this upset normally, but I'm tired and freaking and it's a vicious cycle right now. When I wake up tomorrow, I know it'll be better. And there's only a few more days of class, then the final exam, and then I'll have all of Christmas break to recharge. Things will get better.
The worst part is that I know I've brought a lot of this on myself. I have the feeling that I should have worked through some of the yicky-feeling, dosed myself up on some meds and gone to class even if I wouldn't have been able to concentrate, but I just didn't want to and now I'm having problems.
Normally I'm more upbeat, but right now I hate most of my classes. The only one I've truely enjoyed completely this year has been my Religion class. The stuff I need, either to complete the credits or as pre-requisits are driving me nuts. And I have another semester of this, without Religion to make up for it. Right now I just want out.
Edited to add: I'm not really this upset normally, but I'm tired and freaking and it's a vicious cycle right now. When I wake up tomorrow, I know it'll be better. And there's only a few more days of class, then the final exam, and then I'll have all of Christmas break to recharge. Things will get better.
